Chapter 9
“For how long? How long do you want to punish me and your mother like this?” Ensley was crying at this point, her face turned red and she covered her face.
In the past, Kenan would console her and make things right for her, but right now the alpha was holding himself back not to fall into that habit any longer, because he could see how inappropriate that was.
Cielle had pointed it out again and again of how he always stood by Ensley’s side for whatever argument with her.
She even asked him to cut Ensley off like the way she did with Silas, but Kenan was not willing.
He knew it was unfair, but Ensley was his childhood best friend. Yet, so did Silas for Cielle. The hypocrisy in his words was appalling and only now Kenan actually could see that.
It was very late for him to notice that, but he was more than willing to fix thing with Cielle, as long as she was willing to go back to him. He was willing to distance himself from Ensley, as long as she wanted to be with him again.
“Kenan? You changed,” Ensley said between her s**bs, she lowered her hand, which she covered her face with and looked at Kenan with teary eyes. She was shocked that he didn’t even try to console her, but it was a good thing that he was still standing in front of her and didn’t walk away. “Why? What have I done wrong?”
Ensley took a step closer, she could feel how Kenan flinched when she grabbed his hand and looked at him in the eyes.
“What have I done wrong? Tell me and I will fix this.”
Somehow, Kenan felt like he was seeing himself. He said the same thing over and over again in his head, the word that he meant for Cielle. The woman that he loved the most. His mate…
“Stay away from me, Ensley. I don’t want to be bothered.” He freed his hand from her clutch and he saw the hurt in her eyes, However, the dept of the pain he gave to Cielle was more than this.
“Until when?”
“Until Cielle felt fine to have you around.”
“What? She is not even here.”
“In that case, I don’t want to be around you.”
After saying that, Kenan walked away, this time he didn’t stop neither he turned around to comfort Ensley when she cried so loud.
He was determined to fix everything with Cielle. He didn’t even care if she cheated on him, he only wanted her back
Even if she cheated on him, it didn’t matter now…
“Cielle, wake up,” Silas called her name softly, as he nudged her body, in his attempt to wake her up. “Let’s eat, okay?”
Silas was very patient with her, he could be cruel and harsh with other people, but Cielle was an exception. She would always be an exceptional for him.
Cielle opened her eyes, she found Silas was staring at her softly. I don’t want to eat.”
“But, I have cooked the food that you will like,” Silas said, he helped her to get up. He had cooked this dish for her. “Please,
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take a bite, so you will feel better.”
“I don’t want to feel better.” Cielle closed her eyes again.
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“No, please, don’t do that.” Silas put down the bowl and hugged Cielle tightly. “Don’t say something scary like that.”
“You should let me go, Silas, I will bring you nothing, but trouble.”
“I don’t care.”
“I don’t want that.”
“If you died, I am going to die with you.”
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Cielle opened her eyes. “Silas!” Her voice filled with fear. “Don’t say something like that.” She pushed her body away from him and looked at the lycan right into his eyes. “Don’t say something like that…”
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“Cielle you must be so dumb if you didn’t know how I feel toward you now.” Silas looked determined. “I don’t care whether you will reciprocate my feeling or not, but I only want to see you happy again.”
Cielle felt her heart was being shredded into pieces. “I will never be happy again, Silas.”
“No. That’s not true…” Silas cupped her face, she looked weaker and weaker by day, as if he was going to lose her if he was not careful enough. How could she become like this? He should come to save her earlier. “I will make you happy again, I promise you. I always keep my promise, right? I promise you that you will be happy again and I will make sure of that.”
Yes, Silas always put her first in everything they did, even he took the blame for her mistake, he would do anything for her, since they were little and now he would do the same thing to her again.
“You put yourself and your pack in danger, Silas…” Cielle teared up. She didn’t like to see him this upset. She always had this soft corner for him. “I don’t want that.”
“I will give up everything to keep you, Cielle. Hang in there and I will make things right for you.” Silas kissed her forehead and Cielle cried, because it felt familiar.
It was not like the kiss between her and Kenan, where she would feel her heart thumped wildly and filled with anxiety, but this kiss on the forehead felt comfortable, the respect that she wanted, the feeling of being equal.
This was not the feeling that filled with lust and a thrill like when you rode a roller coaster, but this was as comforting like a warm blanket in a winter night.
“Thank you….” Cielle said and then Silas helped her to eat.
She was still very weak and after eating her meal, she fell asleep again. Silas then received a report that Cielle’s visited their pack and they demanded to see her.
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