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The morning after Jasper left I woke to him kissing me and holding out food. He expressed his apologies but I made him aware he had nothing to be sorry for. I have watched four months pass by.
It’s been amazing. I have found my wedding dress, and slowly together we have planned the wedding. I have watched my mum and dad.
become close, and it amazes me how much they love each other already. Then again, they never fell out of love, it was always there just hidden.
I smile at Jasper and he laughs.
“Eat baby girl. You had me up all fucking night, so eat, then we pick up your dress, then home to get married tomorrow.”
“I didn’t keep you up all night Daddy, you kept me up.”
He tilts his head and smirks. “In some ways, you did baby girl, and keep being a brat and I will be up again.” I laugh at his words and bite my lip. “Baby girl.”
“Yes, Daddy?” I blink trying to look innocent.
“Do you want to get married in jeans? If you do, then keep going and we will skip collecting your dress and I will fuck you for the rest of today hell even all tomorrow so you miss your own wedding.”
“Fine, I will behave until tonight Daddy.”
“Tomorrow night baby girl. The wedding is tomorrow, so wait until tomorrow.” Leaning forward he kisses my check. “Have you finished?”
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He points to my plate and I nod. I watch as he stands and gets sorted and we leave.
Last night was incredible. My dad and mum have Damiana so we could travel down to collect my dress. We got here late and stayed. Last time we drove down in the morning, got the dress fitted and ready to be altered then drove back home.
We have had Damiana every night since Jasper’s outburst. So last night was the first night off without her.
“Baby girl.” I look up confused. “You were daydreaming, get your ass in this car.” He laughs and I do, getting in. I wanted to come on the bike but he refused, arguing how it would work with my dress. He’s right about it though so I am glad he refused.
Twenty minutes later we stop outside the shop and go in. The woman greets me and we walk through. Putting on the dress, I stand anxiously as she fastens it. I look at her in the mirror.
“I’m sorry but it won’t fasten.” Her words are quiet.
I laugh and shake my head. “It will!” I reach back and try to fasten it. “You took it in too much!” I feel the panic rise.
“I swear, we didn’t, when are you getting married, maybe we can take it out?” She looks at me as I fight to get the zip up.
“Baby girl, we need to leave.” I hear Jasper and panic more.
“Tomorrow! We have to leave within an hour to get back.” I feel myself crying. “Why won’t it fucking zip up!” I scream and stamp my feet, the woman stands shocked.
“I’m sorry, but we couldn’t possibly get it done in time. Do you have anyone local to you who could help?”
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“Are you joking?” I feel myself panicking, now what do I do?
“Baby girl, what’s going on?” I hear Jasper and look out the curtain, hist eyes widen when he sees me crying.
“It won’t fucking fit!”
He laughs slightly and I glare at him.
“Okay, don’t stab me, god baby girl. Are you sure?”
“No, I’m crying ‘cause it’s fucking fun! We have both tried and it won’t zip up. They took it in too much.”
“I’m sorry, but we haven’t.” I ignore her and watch as Jasper walks towards me.
“What are you doing?” My eyes widen as I hold the curtains closed to hide the dress.
“Turn, let me try, I promise to try and take no notice, stop panicking, turn and let me try.” I don’t want to, I don’t have a choice though. I turn so my back is to him, and I watch in the mirror as his eyes stay down. I try to relax but the longer he tries the more panicked I become.
“This isn’t going up baby girl,” I scream and glare at the woman who backs up slightly. “Baby girl, stop scaring her. It isn’t her fault. Look, can it be altered quickly enough so we can zip it up?” Jasper looks at
her.
“Sorry, but it needs altering a lot. A very small bit we could possibly do, but that’s a big difference.” She looks at him like he’s crazy.
“Are you saying I got fat?” I look at her.
“Your ass is a little bigger baby girl, more to grasp onto.” I turn and
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glare at Jasper, his hands going up, amusement lighting up his eyes. “Don’t stab me, bitch.”
“Laugh, joke, but I have no fucking dress, Jasper! Now what?” I sit and cry, the woman walking off to give us space.
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“Okay, so you can’t get married in this dress baby girl, so let’s find another. We have the whole drive back, I will stop at every wedding shop on the way if I must. We will find one you love that fits.”
“And if we don’t? There is no way I have put that much fucking weight on Jasper! It was too big to start with.” He pulls me onto his lap.
“It’s a sexy as hell dress baby girl.” His hands grasp my ass. “However, I was not lying, this ass is bigger, so don’t blame the poor woman.” His lips press against mine. “I like it, baby girl, it’s a perfect fucking ass.
I laugh at his words and freeze slightly. His eyes look at me confused. and I laugh, no, I’m not. Not at all.
“Why are you looking like you’re debating with yourself, baby girl?” He pulls my chin so I loo
at him.
“I’ve been careful with what I cat, ensuring I am healthy, so I fit into
the dress.”
“So you don’t fit, who gives a shit baby girl, I just want you.”
“Daddy, I’m been fucking serious right now. I was careful, if she didn’t take it in too much that means I put a lot of weight on.
“So?” He looks at me confused.
Fine, I will just say it. “I need a pregnancy test, Jasper. I’m more than likely not, but I can’t fit into my fucking dress, so there better be a reason.” He pauses and stares at me, then realises I am serious.
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“No, because I have made sure every day that you take the pill.”
“Right, and when I was ill Daddy? I was in bed for four days Jasper, I couldn’t keep anything down.” I continued to take the pill, but still, there is a small chance it fails.
His head falls back.
“Can we leave it until after the wedding? I feel like it will add to your crazy if it says you’re pregnant.” He grins and I stare shocked. “Okay, dress first baby girl. Get it off, because it’s teasing. Find another dress and be nice to the poor woman.” I nod and walk through taking off the dress.
Wrapping the gown around me the woman comes through.
“I’m sorry.” God, I was a bitch.
“It’s okay, the last thing you need the day before the wedding is the dress not fitting. What is the way forward?” She looks at me waiting.
“I need to find another dress.” I can’t avoid it. Walking back out Jasper stands holding a few dresses.
“Just try them, I have a feeling one in there you will like, let’s see if I got it right.” He hands the woman the dresses. I won’t argue. Trying. two on I hate them, the third I stand amazed. I might actually like this a lot more than the original.
It’s perfect, and almost a perfect fit as well. I can’t let Jasper know that though. Taking it off I walk out and pick another two dresses, he stares at me shocked. I hold in the laughter. Ten minutes later I walk out with the dress in a bag.
Jasper doesn’t ask, we just pay again and take home both dresses. Two fucking wedding dresses because I can’t fit in one. After a while, he
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stops and looks at me.
“Right, baby girl are you doing a test at home or do you want to do it out of the house?”
“Before we get back please.” He nods and drives us to the pharmacy, After getting the test we continue the drive home. After hours we stop at a restaurant and eat, after finishing I slip off to the bathroom. Taking the test I leave, and climb in the car, Jasper looks at me waiting. I don’t
want to look.
“Baby girl, nothing will change I promise. You’re pregnant, early pregnancy so I promise I won’t run or go soft. We need to know though. Taking the test out of my bag I hand him it, watching as he looks and smiles, I relax slightly.
“Well, at least now you know why your ass is bigger baby girl.”
“Wait, I’m pregnant? Why the hell did you smile?” I thought his smile was because I wasn’t.
“Why wouldn’t I smile baby girl? We said not yet, not ‘never‘. It’s our baby of course I would fucking smile. Stop worrying, let’s put the baby to the back, and get married, agree?” He looks at me and I nod.
After a short while we stop at the house and walk in, I look at him. “Has my ass really got that big?” I hadn’t even noticed.
Laughing he nods. “I fucking love it though baby girl, so don’t pout.”
“Wait, she just noticed?” Diesel laughs and I turn shocked, why is everyone here“? “We came to kidnap him for the night. I promise he will not be drunk or late tomorrow.” Diesel laughs.
“Take him.” I glare at Jasper and he laughs.