Chapter 111
KAIDEN STIRLING
I walked into the house and let out an exhausted sigh. I was drained both physically and m**ly. The events of this morning had had me questioning a lot of things and the one I questioned most was my sanity and the sanity of the moon. goddess for making me Freda’s mate. I brought out the worst in her. She brought out the worst in me. We always brought out the worst in each other. Why had the moon goddess made us mates?
I knew I was wrong to question her and it that the moon goddess was perfect. I just could not help questioning it.
I walked past the dinning area and was at the foot of the stairs when Safiya stormed out of the kitchen. “Kaiden, do you wanna tell me where you’re coming from?” She asked, walking towards me. I let out a sigh and turned towards her, ready to say something that would tell her off and shut her up.
I pressed my lips together on sighting the bump in her stomach. She was pregnant and cranky. I understood that, so I was going to ignore her this time. Besides, I did not have it in me to argue with her. Not this morning. I shook my head. “Not now, Safiya,” I said in a low voice and turned away from her.
I started climbing up the stairs and I could hear how heavily she was breathing from fury. “When will be the right time?” She yelled at me. “Kaiden, answer me” She yelled but I completely ignored her as I climbed up the stairs.
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Once I got to the room, I shut the door and locked it. I did not want anyone coming in to bother me for any reason. I did not want to think about how sad Freda had made me or how the thought of that human male becoming like a father to my son made me sick, but I knew that I could not stop myself from thinking for long before my thoughts would go beyond my control.
I took off my clothes lifelessly and dropped them in the hamper at the corner of the room before walking into the bathroom. I needed a bath to help ease my body. I stood under the shower after I had turned the water to temperature that I liked. It was scalding and I liked it. The water touched my body and it helped to soothe, loosen and ease my tense muscles.
Freda…
She was driving me nuts. That was probably the same way I drove her crazy and she could not stand me. I knew she could not stand me, but I did not think it was to the point where she wanted to take my son away from me. Why was she doing that?
I had been horrible to her. I had been unfair to her, but I did not intend to do that to my son. I loved him. From the moment I had set my eyes in him, I had known he was my son and I had loved him. As much as possible, I had tried to show that I loved and cared for him to her. Why was she refusing to see it? I knew T had made it obvious but she was refusing to see it.
I stood under the shower for more than thirty minutes until the water turned from scalding hot to freezing cold and I knew it was time to leave the bathroom. I wrapped a towelling robe around myself and walked out of the bathroom. I put in a loose shirt and a pair of joggers, momentarily diverting my thoughts to
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how high the water bill on the pack house would be.
I sighed and buried my face in my hands. I could not help. feeling terrible.
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There was also a sinking feeling in my stomach that I could not explain. It was like everything was slipping through my hands. I was losing everything that I had, the little things I had.
While I was lost in my thoughts, I slept off. I was woken up by a knock on my door. I rubbed my eyes and climbed out of the bed. I was tired even though I had just woken up from sleep and that was telling me just how emotionally and m**y exhausted I
was.
I wished Freda would see what she was doing to me. She very easily assumed that I did not care about her or Francisco and that killed me on the inside more than I could explain to anyone. I unlocked the door and pulled it open. It was a maid standing there.
“Alpha,” she said and bowed her head. “The Luna asked me to call you down for dinner,” she said and I shook my head. “Tell her I said I’ll pass. I’m good,” I told her and she nodded and walked away.