Chapter 303
“My mom was here today?” I nodded and sighed rubbing my neck with small groan,
“Yeah, she talked me into baking a cake. It was actually quite fun.” I smiled, as his large hands made their way to my shoulders. He gently began to apply pressure and I moaned slightly at the small massage.
“My mom likes to get her own way.” He chuckled before bending down to place a kiss on one of the shoulders he was massaging. “I know someone else like that too.”
“Yeah, I think she might genuinely be the only person to ever render me speechless.” He hummed while continuing to massage my tense shoulders before I felt his thumb gently stroke over the very top of my back from shoulder to shoulder, just above where the neck of my tshirt ended. And I froze, I already knew that the scars I hated were poling out from the top of it ever so slightly. His hands went to my hips and he rested his chin on my shoulder his thumb moving in circles over his t–shirt that I was wearing.
“I could give you a real massage, if you wanted.” My head shook rapidly and I turned to Lewis before flopping my forehead on his shoulder. “Dylan?”
“No, we keep having this same conversation Lewis.” I stood up quickly knowing that any chance he had to take my top off he’d attempt to do just that. I need to wash up anyway, I have cake mix in my hair.”
“Dylan we can’t keep arguing about this, please, just let me…” he pushed me away from him only to connect our lips together, and I felt my resolve begin to crumble. I just didn’t want him to be completely repulsed by the sight.
“No, Lewis, I’m begging you, just stop. But he continued to kiss me lovingly, and I loved the was his lips felt on mine and how they made my stomach flutter every single time.
“I want to see you, Dylan. I want to know every part of you, and those scars are a part of you. I love you! I love every scar you have and every mark. I love you from you head to your toes.” He kissed my forehead gently before resting his in my own. “I love your mind, and how analytical it is, and I love that you can stand on your own two feet, but you need to start letting me see you, stop putting a wall up between us, because I’m all in.” I just looked at him, blinking at his words. He was right! “Of course I do also just want to kiss every inch of you.” He shrugged trying to add a bit of humor, however he had already convinced me.
I wanted him, I kept think that he was goin
going to do more but he never did, I think it was because I wouldn’t let him, but I did want him to touch me and hold me, and damn I’d be lying if I said a massage didn’t sound amazing.
“Ok!” I stared at him as shock took over his face. He swallowed and frowned while my face inched closer to him before connecting my lips to his. I gently grabbed his hands and placed them on my hips once more before hesitantly raising my arms. “But you can’t say anything at all. No words about it! I mean it Ok… No words!” my hands were shaking slightly which he could probably feel and so he nodded into
the kiss.
“No words.” He confirmed before raising my top over my head effortlessly. I swallowed thickly before spinning where I sat, showing him my mangled back!