Chapter 252
“I won’t deny it. After all, I once truly invested my feelings in you. But even the deepest love will come to an end. Felix, if you consider the affection I had for you in our youth as love, then I’m telling you now that I don’t love you anymore.
“I haven’t loved you for a long time. My feelings for you have been battered to shreds, worn away by time. I don’t love you, Felix White, listen to me, Luna Lawson no longer loves you.”
“It’s been 18 years. How could you say you don’t love me just like that? Luna, do you love him? Do you dare to swear by the heavens that you love him?“.
“I swear that I love Colin White, and I’m willing to be with him for the rest of my life, through thick and thin without wavering. As long as he still wants me, I’ll never leave nor forsake him.”
Actually, I hadn’t sorted out my feelings for Colin. But at this moment, Felix’s actions had led me to a further understanding of my feelings for Colin.
Perhaps falling in love with Colin wasn’t that difficult.
Compared to Felix, I was more willing to believe in Colin’s love.
“No, I don’t believe it. You’re lying. You must be seeking revenge, and that’s why you’re doing this. You barely even talk to him. How could you possibly love him?
“You’re just using him to get close to me, aren’t you, Luna? I’m right, aren’t I? I know I’m right.” He stepped toward me again as I retreated a few steps.
His face was filled with madness and obstinacy.
“Shut up, Felix. You’re not allowed to talk about Colin like that. If you had asked me these things yesterday, I might not have had an answer. But today, right at this moment, I truly understand that I love him. I’ve loved him for a long time.
“It’s just that I was foolish and didn’t realize it. Now that I know, I don’t think it’s too late. Perhaps I owed him in the past, but I’ll spend the rest of my life making it up to him. I’m sure he won’t blame me.”
“That’s impossible! You’re lying!” Felix screamed in madness, not caring that we were still in school and that people had started to stop and watch.
He had lost it!
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“I’m not lying. I really do love him. For so many years, it was Colin who comforted me when I was hurt. It was he who silently supported me when I learned to paint. It was he who quietly stood by me when I was in pain.
“In those days when I was immersed in darkness, he was like a beam of light, pulling me out of the dark and toward the dawn.
“For three years,
he painstakingly prepared every meal for me. When I had a fever on a stormy night, it was he who carried me through the storm to see a doctor. When I had
menstrual cramps, a grown man like him broke into a store late at night to buy me a heating pad and sanitary pads.
“When I was sick and couldn’t eat, it was he who sat by my bed and fed me. When I won a competition, he was happier than I was. He dragged me around the city to pick out my favorite gift.
“When I came to the unfamiliar Jesselton for my postgraduate studies, he gave up the favorable conditions at Lincoln University to come here to teach. He started over from scratch, all because he was worried about me.
“He was always by my side, quietly and never confessing his love, nor burdening me with any expectations. He just silently took care of me, treasuring me as if I were the apple of his eye. After so many years, even a robot would be warmed by his sincerity.
“Felix, I’m not a robot. I’m a person with a heart. How could I not love a person who cares for me with all his heart and soul?”