Chapter 78 
My eyes burned and poured down tears as 1 gaped at the wall in disbelief and heart break. The flapping of their skin was only getting more intense and both were now panting, moaning and groaning in the pleasure of the  they were having. 
It shouldn’t have hurt me so much, but I just couldn’t tell why my heart seemed like they were crushed into pieces, sending tugging pain into my chest that I found it hard to breath. 
I expected a lot from the cruel Xander and had braced my heart and soul to bear it all without allowing them to penetrate through me, but now that I was faced with this, I was stunned at how quick it was to pierce into me and break me down. instantly. 
My eyes trailed from the wall to the wedding gown on the table and anger swelled violently inside me. I couldn’t tell when I 
ard on the floor rose from the bed and kicked the table hard, shattering it and just as the gown fell, I stomped on it very before kicking it under the bed. 
“Give me a blowjob!” The guttural voice of Xander commanded and the next I heard was slurping and choking sound as she sucked on his dick. He was groaning so loud just as if he wanted me to hear it all. 
I hissed at the torment those sounds was causing my heart before moving away from the bed. I went to the furthest part of the room away from the wall where the  sounds were coming from and pulled up the window allowing a wave of swirling breeze, to slap my face as I gazed up to the sky. 
There was no moon or stars. The sky was blank and gloomy just like my life had been since I was born. Sometime I wonder how I was able to live up to now with all the betrayal and heartbreak from people that was supposed to love me. I had always felt like that girl who shouldn’t come into this world. 

It was clearly a mistake that I was born and that explained why the world and everyone in it were all cruel to me. They don’t want me here, not even the moon or stars could appear this night of my wedding and keep me company. 
My husband is busy with another woman, making sure I could hear their  screamed and strangled noises. No respect for my feelings that he abandoned me without coming to see me for a second not to talk of the marriage ceremony I dreamed 

of. 

Maybe I really expected much from a man known to be cold–hearted like the devil. I wasn’t a wife but another  toy which he would visit whenever he felt like. 
That night. I slept off, standing and bending my head over on the window stool. Anger, frustration, hunger, heartbreak and aching heart were all that filled me to the brim before I slept off. Even my eyes were tired of shedding tears. 
Morning came and I woke to find myself lying on the bare floor. I stood up slowly with a feverish feelings. My head was aching and my body was so weak. Not even my stomach could spare me some pain as it tinged from starvation. I managed to reach the bathroom and took my bath before returning to the room. 
From the cloth rack, I picked and wore a blue short sleeve gown that stopped slightly above my knees. I was just combing down my hair when the door finally creaked open. I turned sharply and saw a trembling middle aged woman in a maid. 
uniform. 
Her head was bowed and both hands clamped in between her laps. 
“Good morning… We both greeted each other at the same time and glanced at each other briefly. 
“It is time for breakfast at the royalty dinning room. Xander ordered me to call you in.” She spoke out gently as if she was struggling to speak English. 
I was about asking a lot of questions about my new husband but she cut me off immediately. 
*Please follow me now. You shouldn’t dare to keep the master waiting. She urged, her eyes sending me warnings that I couldn’t clearly decipher, but I knew it would be dangerous to linger in here after his call. 
Memories of last night flashed into my head and I felt a pang in my heart. A silent hiss slipped my mouth and I felt wetness 
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in my eyes. The man who could do that to me at my wedding night would effortlessly hurt me beyond measure without feeling any pity. 
We both hurried through the hallways, down the stairs till we got to the dinning room at the second floor. I took deep breaths, wondering what would happen to me in there. The maid went back while the two guards at the entrance opened the door for me. 
When one of the servants announced my arrival, I heard the loud shattering noise of glasses, but fright couldn’t let me look up. I walked into the room with my head bowed to the floor. 
Xander who everyone knew to be very ruthless, depraved, gruesome and horrible was in the room so I lost all courage to look up and see his face. How would I face my nightmare? The dead silence and tensed atmosphere showed how evil this man could to create such environment when there were many women in there. 
Xander’s aura was totally atrocious and wicked. I wished I wasn’t called up here. The maid could have brought my food to me in my room. 
Who is this thing here? Is this shit one of Gray’s daughter which I married yesterday?” I heard a rough, scary and horrifying voice roared and I flinched, holding my breath and gulping hard as my entire body became sweaty as fear shook me.. 
“Hey, little girl. Look up while the master talks to you!” A feminine’s voice shouted at me and I took a deep breath before. 
Force to look up at him, I saw for the first time, his dark gray eyes which were cold, hard and flinty, narrowing at me in anger. It was as if my blood was sucked dry at that moment as my heart stopped instantly inside my chest. 
He was enraged at me that I could feel the heat from his glare. 
I trembled, panicked and melted under my skin as his eyes seemed to be piercing into my soul. 
pure 
“You must be so brave.” He bellowed and stood to his feet revealing his towering figure that stood tall like a gigantic wall. His was dressed in a robe, yet his ripped muscles were budging out. There was rage in his eyes and the moment he took steps forward to me with clenched fist, I knew I was gone, 
The women all stared at me in pity. I couldn’t yet figure out what I did wrong to make Xander angry. My limbs were shaking and I was bitting hard on my tongue to hold back the scream and cry threatening to burst out 
Sweat were dripping down my face and my heart was racing so fast that I thought it would explode. I was terrified and my mind was shouting at me to run away, but my legs weren’t moving and my stomach felt rock hard, 
“Why did you 
you broke my table, and also kept me waiting since I ordered you to come down here, I can see you don’t value your life!” He rasped, and now he was standing right in front of me, few inches away that I could feel his breath on my face. 
“I am so sorry….” I mumbled, trying to bow my head, but he gripped my neck hard and pulled my face up. 
“You don’t dare look down on me, you filthy thing!” He warned, staring into my eyes and I could see his face reddening and yeins pulsing and twitching across his neck in rage. 
I kept nodding instinctively, but he still didn’t release me. His grip only tightened hard around my neck that I began to choke and struggled to breath. 
My eyes bugged and tears streamed as he yanked me forward, my face close to his.