Chapter 90
ETHAN
Have I been a jerk? Maybe. Have Lever wanted the word for my sister? Never
I have always carril for Emma She’s my twin which meant she was my other half ton We both shared the same womb and came to the world at the same time
I want only the best for her and she might not believe it but I det admit that I haven’t been the best brother and all I’ve
I dome is make her get pi ss ed and angry
1 might have asked bigs to stay away but it was because I didnt want them seeing my sister as part of their games. Many of them would want her not because they like her but because they want to sleep with her and add her to their records.
1 had to tell them to stay away for her purpose. I wouldn’t want to see her hurt and u might lose it if I see her get hurt and that’s the reason for it.
Maybe I went a little far as a lot of them isolated her including females but it was for her best and I was nothing but a di ck to her. I treated her badly and didn’t want her close but it wasn’t because I disliked her but because I wanted just the best for
her.
She ranted about how I’d ruined her life and how she wished we were never born together and it hurt me. I have constantly hurt her and I didn’t see it because I felt what I was doing was right and when she got to the part where she mentioned Sean 1 felt bad
1 had told Sean to stay away from her and even went as far as threatening him with our friendship and it all started when we were fourteen
I saw him drawing a picture of her. I was surprised to see a drawing of my sister and when I confronted him, he told me about his feelings for her and how he liked her more than a friend.
I was immediately pis sed by that. He said from the moment he set his eyes on my sister he had always liked her. He said a lot of compliments that made me cringe and I wasn’t happy with it. He cannot like my sister, once he does, he’d end spending more time with her and if they break up then they are both going to be distant and it would be weird.
It didn’t seem right to me at that time and moming made sense I didn’t want to lose him because I knew he’d be with more and I’d be left aside so I threatened him. I told him that if he still wanted to be my friend then he wouldn’t like my sister the way he should other than friendship and as a brother.
1 also threatened him that if he went after my sister then I won’t ever speak to him again. I then went forward to say it’s best if he stayed away from her maybe that would help him get over her and it doesn’t make sense
For years I watched how he secretly watched her and I made sure to keep them away. To make sure that they never stood in the same space. I felt bad. How did she find out? It hurts so much and I decided that maybe it was time I acted grown and let things just be.
I wouldn’t be happy if I also couldn’t date the girl I like
We arrived at school and we both got out of the car. Just then Sean drove in. I greeted him and he greeted me back and I thought he was going to ignore Emma as he always does that to avoid me getting mad
I recalled the last time we both had an issue in his car when he was driving us to the grocery store. I was angry he took her side and felt like he was using that as a means to seduce her.
We both argued about it and he said he was tired of me having to complain and not even let him be. He ended up saving it was best he left as he didn’t want to deal with me and we ended up not speaking to each other for days.
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That was the first time we didn’t speak to each other and when we finally settled, there was distance which I noticed.
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He looked happy speaking to her and she was too and it made me suspicious. They usually wouldn’t glance at each other for long and Emma would have walked away but they were both staring at each other blushing.
What’s happening and what am I not aware of? I thought to myself as I stared at the both of them.
I cleared my throat, interrupting their little moment.
“Shall we?” I said referring to Sean and he looked a bit confused as he stared at Emma. It was as if he was asking her permission which was weird to me. What was happening? I needed answers before I went crazy.
“I will be leaving now,” Emma said as she walked past the two of us.
I decided not to ask questions as that would be the first step in showing that I’ve changed and I want the best for them.
“What’s up,” I said to Sean once again.
“I’m good and you?” He asked.
“Great”
The rest of that day was awkward. Not only did I notice the distance between Scan and me but I also felt distant from everyone. I had a lot going on in my head and convincing Emma would be hard.
After I apologized, I still went ahead to make her angry and now she doesn’t want to be related to me. I’d be lying if I said that it didn’t hurt hearing her say those words to me.
“Are you alright?” My friend Diego asked, throwing the ball at me.
I caught the ball. “I’m good,” I said but I was lying
I didn’t have anyone to speak to and explain how I’d been feeling. I wanted to speak to someone so I’d know what it is that I can do to correct all I’ve been doing that’s wrong.
I sighed deeply.
Later on that day, I went home earlier than I should have. Should I speak to my dad? I thought to myself but ended up n speaking to him.
Emma returned later with her friend Lola. She didn’t glance at me and walked past me.
“Hey.” Her friend Lola said to me.
“Hey,” I replied.
“How are you?” She asked.
“Are you feeling good?”
“I’m good,” I replied cowering my throat but she didn’t seem convinced.
“I’m not a mind reader here I know when someone is lying and disturbed and right now you lied because you are disturbed,” she stated and I was impressed by how she was able to notice it.
“So what do you say?” I questioned.
“Aren’t you supposed to be with my sister?” I remarked, referring to the fact that Emma went upstairs and instead of her to
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go with Emma, she was here,with me.
She shrugged. “Well she’d eventually come downstairs and besides I don’t know why but I want to speak to you.” She answered making me surprised.
“Speak to me? I’m all cars,” she took a seat beside me.
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“Do you think I’m a bad person? I mean I know you don’t know me but how does Emma describe me? Does she dislike me so much?” I voiced out my thoughts.
“Dislike you? Hmmm. Let me see,” he placed her index finger on her chin as she thought deeply.
“Oh come on. You know the answer already, you don’t have to hide it. Just tell me the truth. How does she feel about me?” 1 questioned.
“Alright let me sincerely tell you that you are a d ick. A very bad twin brother and you deserve her getting angry at you. You’ve done nothing but make her angry. I mean let’s start with you threatening boys from coming to her but you go about speaking to another boy’s sisters. Do you think that those girls don’t have brothers too?” She stated and I thought deeply about her words.
“Let’s talk about how you always want to be the one to tell her what to do like a big brother when you are both twins. You might be caring in your way but that’s too much and for years she was unhappy.” She stated another known fact that I was aware of.
“You are right,” I replied.
I’m glad you know. Let’s also talk about how you want to be the one to determine what happens without her opinion and how you don’t even rate her as you should. You wanted to throw pool party in the same house the both of you share but you did nothing to inform her and she had to find out from me! She smiled at her last word and I felt awfully bad for it.
When she approached me concerning it, I was being dismissive but I didn’t understand how she felt and felt she was doing too much and stressing me out. She was never the problem. I have always been the problem and now I’ve ruined our friendship.
I want to make things right with her again. I don’t want to see her angry. I only want to be the best brother for her and hopefully, it’s not too late for me to do it.
“After doing all of that, you then made your friend Sean who was also her friend at that time stay away. Do you even care about anyone’s feelings except yours?” She questioned
“Well for me, I’d say that you are a very bad person, and bad would be a little word to describe you because you have been a selfish brother to your sister who only wants his will done because others will isn’t good for them.”
Ouch! I felt that in my chest. She was blunt. She just said the word to me as it should be and it hurts so much.
Who is this girl and how come I’ve only noticed her now?
“So in conclusion, yes your sister doesn’t like you. She hates how you want to control her life forgetting it’s her life and she doesn’t have a say in your life so you shouldn’t have any in hers
“That’s all I have to say,” she added before standing up on her feet.
“Can you help me?” I asked, making her half on her track.
“Excuse me?” She questioned.
“Can you help me out?” I replied again.
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“With what? And why
“U want to make things right with my sister. I know I’ve been a jerk but I will tell you something and I hope you’ll help so please sit.” I pleaded.
She stared at me frantically before hesitantly sitting back on the chair.
I cleared my throat before speaking “You know Sean right? My best friend. I have also committed a great sin against him but he’s aware of it.” I said to her.
I didn’t understand why it felt so easy to speak to her but it did and I felt comfortable telling her a wry thing
“I’ve always known of Sean’s feelings for my sister. He has always liked her but L.. I f ucked that up.” I confessed.
“Oh well it’s nothing new as it seems that you like to do everything in your favor and running others happiness is your hobby,” she said sarcastically.
“I’m not a bad person. I just it’s a little complicated. I was scared okay. If he went ahead and courted my sister and she fell for him, then they’d be together and I’d be alone. There would be no one on my side because he’d always want to hang out with her and I’d be feeling like the third wheel and if they break up.
“Are you even hearing yourself?” She cuts me of
“How is that any of your business? What happens between the both of them is their business and not yours but it seems that you want to be the main character in everyone’s story and that’s why you don’t have to do everything that comes to your head
Sean likes your sister and the first thing you thought about was getting abandoned as they’d always be together and you alone?” She scoffed in disbelief.
“You know that’s a funny thing to say and this is the most ridiculous word I’ve ever heard anyone say. She added.
Firstly, even if they dated, Sean is still your friend. There are times he’d want to hang out with his friend. Fine your sister will be his girlfriend but I’m sure they’d know not to put it all over your face and who knows, maybe if you were good to let them be, maybe you wouldn’t be single now.” She shrugged.
“You do realize I can get into a relationship now if I want to right? I remarked and she scoffed.
“Then why aren’t you in one? Because you seem no girl worthy of having you or what! Anyways she trailed off sighing.
“Now that you’ve realized that you are a big problem and you need to work on yourself, that’s great. Let’s get past all of this okay! I will be leaving you now to think deeply and reflect on yourself and the only thing you can do for them both is make them be together and be happy and they’ll forgive you” She stood on her feet.
She turned to me and smiled. “It was nice speaking to you but for now. I have to go
I watched as she walked away and I sighed deeply. What a long conversation it was
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