Chapter 313 
“Despite that, I pretended not to know anything. I told myself I was the only person he liked and stuck to him. I assumed I could turn him into mine as time went by, but I couldn’t. He often stared at your WhatsApp profile photo without sending you a text. 

“In those 18 years, you’ve lived in his heart. It would kill him if he took you out, and he never thought to do so. When you and Matthew decided to try dating, he behaved like a stalker. Despite my objections, he followed you whenever he had the chance. 
“I threatened him with my life when I asked him to introduce you to a boyfriend. He agreed and told his friends that he could give up after you had a boyfriend. But when he knew you became Colin’s girlfriend, he rushed to you like crazy. 
“I don’t know what you said to him, but he became indifferent to me. He ignored me regardless of how many times I contacted him. And he stayed downstairs in your apartment all night. 
“Perhaps you think I’m a terrible woman who betrayed Felix. I once wished to be with him. for the rest of my life. But which girl would want her boyfriend to have someone else in his heart? 
“When Shawn and I reunited, I had no feelings for him. And when he proposed to me, I didn’t refuse. I wanted Felix to feel the same when he discovered I was with someone else. 
“In these five years, I’ve never felt like I had Felix. Would you be happy if this were your situation? I just want to take revenge on him. He hurt me, so I upset him. Luna, I only came 
to tell you this. 
“Since I’m in hell, I won’t let you live your life carefreely! I want you to know the truth and make you uncomfortable between the brothers! I’m bad, right? I know I’m horrible! But you both made me like this! Whether it’s Felix or you, you both deserve it!” 
Until Lilac ran away crying, I still hadn’t recovered from what she said. 
Was it sinful for me to be carefree? What had I done to her? 
Felix had always liked me? How could it be? At Thanksgiving that year, he had cut off any attempts to fix our relationship simply because he disliked me. 
Did I get it wrong? Or did Lilac make up a story to bring me down? 
It might be pointless, but I felt a little uncomfortable to hear such a story from Lilac. 
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She didn’t want me to live comfortably since she had received a terrible outcome. Why? Had I offended her? 
I admitted that what Lilac said confused me a little. If she intended to exact retribution on me, she succeeded. However, this kind of victory wouldn’t grant Felix his wish but made me dislike him much more. 
“Lulu, do you believe what she said? This kind of person would never speak the truth. She only wants to bring you down. Just ignore her.” 
Jade sat next to me, gently holding my shoulders to soothe me. 
I assumed there was some truth to what Lilac shared. 
Not to mention the farfetched ones, but it had become apparent in recent months that something was wrong with Felix. 
Felix was different when I tried to date Matthew and after I got together with Colin. 
If that were the case, it would shed light on what transpired after he became ill. 
He did it on purpose. 
He made himself so miserable that he didn’t hesitate to threaten everyone with his life. It was all because he wanted everything to return to the past, especially the days when I treated him like a god.