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Avery’s pov
Forget Avery. Forget about his breath on your lips, his cock inside you. Forget about it. Everything will go back to normal tomorrow. I chanted in my head as I made my way down the corridor.
I am thankful it is still empty and no one is around to witness my walk of shame. As I made my way down the stairs I winced, the throbbing pain between my legs pushing back the thoughts of what had just happened.
I still can’t believe I had mistaken Xade for Kyan, straddled him and didn’t give him a chance to protest as I practically seduced him. Why hadn’t he said a thing? Why didn’t he say Melissa’s name? If he had I would have known who I was sleeping with.
Sure he had been sleeping and probably tired when I approached him and straddled him but afterward he was clearly wide awake and practically pounded into me.
I shook my head, blinking back the guilty wave of tears. I sniffled and continued my way down and froze when I saw the familiar chocolate color hair. Kyan. My heart thrummed. How could I face him after what I had just done?
Panic settled in my stomach and I am begging God for a way out of here without him seeing me. But it would be impossible. There are only stairs up ahead and nowhere else to hide. And Kyan is already making his way up with a bag of chips in his hand and a soda.
Had he gone out to buy those stuff while I had been with Xade?
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A swam of guilt and shame made me stumble and I nearly fall, grasping for the rail before I hurt myself. The little rush of surprised air from my lips pulled his attention, something I didn’t want at the
moment.
Great. Just flipping great.
He looks surprised to see me, as he should since I hadn’t told him I’d be coming over. Giving him my virginity was supposed to be a surprise, a birthday gift for him being patient…well kind of. I was no longer a virgin….
Kyan had been my boyfriend for two years now. We met at this very college and he and Xade became friends and roommates. That’s how we got introduced and a few months later I finally accepted his offer to a date.
We never really had that spark but seeing Xade having that crazy college experience I decided to give it a shot too. Kyan was great, not a very good kisser but he was sweet and would buy me cotton candy.
He wasn’t Xade drop dead gorgeous but he was fairly attractive with chocolate hair, brown eyes and a sharp jawline. He was attractive enough to garner girls attention when we were out, not as much as Xade capture but one or two girls would certainly look..
Babe?” His thick brows are furrowed and a look of confusion cast through his eyes as he bounds up the stairs a bit more hastily. I nervously smiled, awkwardly stopping so he’d not notice how I walked. If he saw, he’d definitely know that I had been fucked.
“Yeah.” I croaked and inwardly closed my eyes in frustration. This night couldn’t have gotten any worse.
He smiled when he reaches me, towering over me even though he was
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a step lower than me. “I wasn’t expecting to see you here,” he leaned
forward for a kiss and my belly did that odd somersault thing that nearly poked my urge to vomit. Before his lips could touch mine I turn my head so his lips could touch my cheek instead.
I feel so guilty it’s eating me up inside.
He pulled away, his brows furrowing more.” What’s wrong?” he demanded.
I smiled awkwardly. “Oh nothing,” I lied. “I just had some onion chips earlier and I know you hate the stench of onion.”
Was I being too obvious something happened? I didn’t know how to act. This was the first time I have screwed up so badly and didn’t know. what to do. I was always the ‘good girl‘ like they had labeled me for years. A good girl doesn’t sleep with her best friend whose girlfriend was my friend. A good girl doesn’t mistake her best friend for her boyfriend.
If I was being obvious, Kyan didn’t show it and smiled, nodding.” So why are you here?” his eyes twinkled. ” At this hour and wearing this sexy skirt?” his eyes drop to my skirt. I flushed, not because his words. invoked the fire Xade had earlier but did the opposite.
I shifted on my feet. “I-
Come on Avery think. “I was coming to surprise you but I saw Xade in there. Didn’t you say he was out?” I pointed my thumb at the back of
me.
Kyan shrugged, shifting the bag in his hand. “Yeah he came back earlier. Something about the full moon and a headache.”
Right. Xade said he hated full moons because somehow he always
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feels like shit whenever it’s up in the sky. For years when a full moon shows up, Xade would be locked in his room. But when we were back in the small town, he and his family would not have anyone come to their estate during that time.
Some people thought they were odd, but I didn’t.
Concerned curled in my belly. Was he okay? Is that why he had been trying to sleep it off and I came up and practically screwed him?
‘Now I am intrigued,” Kyan pulled me out of my thoughts, his eyes flashing with a mixture of desire and want. His tongue licked across his lower lip and his eyes lowered to my cleavage. The little that showed.” What kind of surprise?”
I smiled nervously. I had surely trapped myself. “Just a sweet surprise. Nothing special. But I must go now, Mel texted me that the dorm monitor is hot tonight and I don’t want to get caught.”
Oh,” Kyan murmured in disappointment but still nod. “I’ll see you tomorrow then?” he goes in for kiss but I sidestep him and wave.
“Yeah,” I strut down the stairs without looking back. “I’ll see you.
tomorrow.”
If I can still walk that is. It was taking everything in me to make my walk look natural, but the ache between my legs was refusing for me to look natural right now.