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Avery’s pov
Xade had always been a smooth talker, that’s why he always pol exactly what he wanted. This time is no different. His words and his longing stares are breaking down the warning barrier around my heart.
I pulled my lower lip in my mouth and watch his eyes darken and his voice grow hoarse.” You’ve always trusted me V, this time I want you
Trust me with your heart. I want to hold it just like you hold mine.”
My heart thrums, blood rushes in my cars and I am convinced that Kade and I are in our own little world. He approach, his eyes soft. “I’ve always wanted this,” he gulped and sat weight dipping the bed a little
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Just him being close makes me feel so warm, heal radiates from him and burns my skin. His scent, I pulled it in. It feels like I need to be beside him, right beside him to be able to even breathe properly
We both are facing cach other, both breathing the same air. His eyes. fall to my hand on the bed and his crawl to interlock through mine. I held my breath. Warmth. The air crackles around us, and buzzes with
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Those blues returned to mine and I can’t breathe. “I want you to give me the chance to show you how much I love you V. Let me prove that this is not just lust,” his eyes are pleading for me to understand, to give in. “That this is more.” He wants me to give in.
And I am. I am.
I let out a breath, looking down at our interlocked fingers on the bed. It
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looks so right. Feels so right “I’m scared.” I admitted. “Scared that you’ll one day not want me anymore and what then? Will we still go back to being friends? I don’t want to lose you Xade”
I really don’t. But I really want him too. Was this a risk I would be willing to take?
He squeezed my hand. beckoning me to look back at him which I did. The intensity in his eyes stole my breath and I sucked air into my nostrils sharply “I’ve been in love with you for so many years. I’m afraid it’s not possible to fall out of love with you Avery”
I looked down, my checks flushing with his confession His fingers brush my blonde strands behind my ear. then they trace the shape of my jaw before they stop on my chin and he tipped them up so I can look at him once more.
We catch on fire.
We’re burning.
He’s leaning in.
I am leaning in.
We’re breath apart.
Our hearts beating.
This is it.
This is all I’ve ever wanted.
“I want you, I need you.” he breathed out on my lips and I shivered. ” Please stay with me.”
I nod, no hesitation as my eyes fluttering close just as his soft warm
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hips brush against mine “I’ll stay.” I whispered on his lips.
Tonight I will stay. Tonight it’s just me and him. No one else. The rumors swept behind my head, and the friendships that broke because of what we had done floored away at the back of my head too. Every little voice in my head that warned me that this will end bad, vacuumed away.
Tonight I will stay. Tonight it’s only him and I.
Xade’s lips move against mine gently as if he was trying to make sure he poured every single emotion into it. My toes curled and my lower belly pinches with need. I moaned when the tip of his tongue rush against my lower lips, coaxing me to give him entry.
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I let him in eagerly, sighing when his tongue pushed between the barrier of my teeth to swirl around mine. His scent w and I breathed it in, wrapping my arms around his neck, wanting m impossibly closer.
His taste was branding itself on my tongue, his breath on my lips, his fingertips pressing into my skin, my spine, my ribcage. I sighed, my heart racing as he pushes his tongue in deeper. He’s tasting me, making sure to get every tang of me.
My fingers thread into his soft hair, the strands running across my fingers and making me moan. I gripped them as he angled his mouth in a way that would make his tongue go even deeper into my mouth.
He groaned, his taste printing on my tongue. The kiss grow intense, and Xade pushes me down fully on the bed, hovering over me as his fingers glide alone my sides. Goosebumps rise on my skin like little dots and he traces them with the pads of his fingers delicately.
It feels like he’s trying to memorize every single inch of me. He’s now between my thighs and his tongue is teasingly playfully along my neck.
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I gasp. eyes closing in pleasure. “Xade.” I breathed out, feeling the pressure between my legs mount.
“Hmm.” he presses his lower half to mine, making sure I could feel just how hard I had made him. A sweet tingling feeling dances between my legs and I’m so wet down there that. I want every layer of clothes I had on off.
“Xaden is here,” I reminded him. The last thing I want is for Xaden to hear us and tease us about this..
“He’s going out,” Xade groaned on my neck, nibbling on the delicate. flesh that seem to tingle by his sweet torture. Just as his words let out the sound of a door opening and closing filters in, followed by Xaden’s voice. “I’m going out you two, might come back a bit later. Don’t stay up and try to not make too much noise to disturb the neighbors!”
I flushed, knowing what he meant. Xade chuckle and then his lips brush against my ear. “Let me show you how our first time should have, been.”