Chapter 157
Acella knocked on Ciara’s door. She hasn’t seen her all week and was willing to see her again today. She couldn’t keep waiting anymore, she knew just how much her heart craved to see her.
She saw that no one opened the door and knocked again a few times and that was when Ciara answered the door. Ciara was beyond shocked to see her and didn’t expect her to come at all.
Acella noticed that Ciara wasn’t her usual self. She looked like she was sick and her eyes were pully as if she had been crying. which made her very worried. She didn’t like seeing her like that and wanted to know what was wrong.
“What are you doing here?,” Ciara asked, fear clearly written in her voice.
Acella was taken aback by that sudden question because she was sounding as if she didn’t want to see her, which made her a little bit hurt by her choice of words.
‘Am I not welcome here?” she asked in a low voice.
Ciara realized that her question seemed to have offended her and wasted no time in apologizing to her in which she forgave. her in no time.
“The sun is pretty hot today, can I come in?; she asked, using it as an excuse to ask her if she’s welcomed or not.
Ciara nodded in response and let her in. She couldn’t help but just feel very guilty and seeing Acella at her house wasn’t making matters any better, in fact it only added to her anxiety and fear.
Acella sat on the chair. She felt so awkward because she was seeing her again after their first intimate night together. She remembered how hurt she was when Ciara left without even saying goodbye. She didn’t call her or talk about it.
She decided that she wasn’t going to be clinging because she didn’t want her to stay away or distance herself away from her and felt like it was the right time to talk out all that she was feeling
Ciara didn’t even know what to say but the only thing that kept coming into her mind was what she just did and how she just hurt her. “I’m sorry, I didn’t inform you before coming because I had a lot on my mind and didn’t even know how to think right,” she said.
Ciara wasn’t even offended that she came because although she was worried, she was also happy that she was here. She didn’t know why but the feelings that she had for Acella just disappeared immediately after she spent a night with Steve.
She was much older than Acella and very much matured. She didn’t want to tell her off because she knew that she still very much cared about her despite what they were currently going through
“I really miss you Clara, you just left without a word that day,” Acella said, scooting over to her sideways but Ciara immediately flinched and moved back away from her.
“I think we should be like this, let’s maintain a safe distance,” she said.
Acella felt her heart pierce just by the mention of that word. She thought that they were on much better terms and that they didn’t have to be so awkward with each other.
She’s been trying so hard to just respect her privacy but after what she did she realized that she was nothing to Ciara. “You didn’t scoot over that night but today you feel the need to distance yourself away from me?,” Acella asked, trying to fight
back her tears.
Ciara felt so bad because she didn’t want her to feel that way and the real reason she was distancing herself away from her was because she was in so much guilt. She just couldn’t help it no matter how much she tried.
You seem to be misunderstanding me Acella, it’s not like that,” she tried explaining but it was too late.
Acella’s mind was already filled with so much misunderstanding and she stood up from where she sat. She didn’t see it as any reason to stay there anymore since she wasn’t needed and just wanted to leave.
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Chapter 157
“It’s okay Clara, we’re both females and we can decide what we want, I won’t force you so you don’t have to feel indebted to me, she said and walked out.
to
do anything that you
don’t want too
Clara wanted to call her back and tell her that things aren’t like what she thought it was but it was too late because she already left and there was nothing else that she could do.
She just sat down there on the chair as tears rolled down her eyes. She was extremely hurt because she felt like she had hurt Acella so much. She knew that Acella was already going through so much more and didn’t deserve the pain that she was feeling at all. She just wished that she could take away her pain but there was nothing more that she could do.
Meanwhile, Acella got home feeling so much pain and anger that she immediately started thrashing her room. She didn’t care about the things in her room whether or not they got broken or maybe she was going to get hurt because she was in so much pain.
The sound of glass breaking alerted the maids and they immediately ran to her room. What are you doing? Miss Acella,” they called but she already got hold of a glass that was lying on the floor.
“Stay away,” she said, holding the glass in her hands. If you don’t stay away I promise that I’m going said, about to open up her wrist.
to hurt myself,” she
The maids were extremely scared because they knew the consequences that they were going to face if she did it. “Please miss Acella, don’t hurt yourself, they all begged but she wasn’t ready to listen to all of them.
“Leave me,” she said and cut herself open. She did it again about four times before blood started dripping so much.
“Miss Acella,” they screamed as she passed out.