Too Busy
December 20th. I sit waiting, Jasper promised that after today he was all mine until after Christmas. I avoided putting up the tree, or decorations. I want to do that with him, I have barely seen him. I feel him climbing into bed at night while I’m asleep and when I wake in the morning he is gone. It’s crazy to think I have ten days left.
My hands are settled on my stomach, and I can’t help but smile. I turn hearing the door and watch him walk in.
“Baby girl.” He closes and locks the door looking at me amused. “What are you doing?” He walks over and sits at the table.
“Waiting for you so we can eat together, Daddy.” I bite my lip and
smile.
“While you’re naked baby girl? Do you really think I could eat with you sat naked?” His eyes keep falling on my boobs, and I know he is right. Moving I slip the robe on. He needs to eat. I watch as he pouts.
“After Daddy, you need to eat. We need to talk.” He nods and looks at me like he has something to say. Oh great, now what have I done? I laugh nervously.
“Your mum, how did that go?” He looks at me and I smile.
“Great, spoke a few times on the phone. She told me a lot about when she was younger. I would have forgiven her anyway without the information but it helps. I invited her around Christmas day, well, morning before we eat and things, is that okay?” I want to get Sam to arrange for her to see my dad.
“Baby girl that is fine, she is your family if you want her here
Christmas day, then that is fine. Anything else been said you need to discuss about it?” He looks at me waiting.
“She was asking about my dad. Well, asking who brought me up, I explained about my mum, well Dawn. She wants to see my dad, she was worried about coming back in case I didn’t know.” He looks at me and I can see he is worried.
“I’m not sure, I will talk to Sam. We can’t just agree baby girl.”
“But he loved her.” More than Dawn. He searched for her which says he still did even after he married.
“I know he does baby girl, but think. She disappeared randomly, then left you on his doorstep and never spoke to him again. For now, get to know her, but don’t hold out hope that your dad will forgive and forget.” I nod at his words, he’s right I shouldn’t.
“How did things go today?” I look at him. I know Sam took everything
in.
“Waiting game now baby girl. We could get a call tonight saying your dad is released or in a few weeks. The call will come baby girl, trust me he is getting out.” I nod and smile at his words, I know they have enough to prove it wasn’t my dad who did it.
There was no trace of my dad inside the apartment. He was there and gone within five minutes, an hour later Jake and Oliver were seen going in and spending an hour there. My dad made sure the door was locked, it meant Jake and Oliver had broken down the door to get in. There is footage showing my dad going and leaving, without time to
kill him.
I try and stay hopeful but I’m scared, all it takes is for them to link
Jasper to it, and it begins again.
“So, Christmas decorating baby girl?” Jasper looks at me waiting and I nod. We spend the next few hours decorating and afterwards, I send him to shower and change. He didn’t come home last night and came back for dinner then has spent the day putting up decorations.
Standing I cook tea, afterwards I walk through and find him asleep on the bed. He needs sleep, sitting I eat before climbing in bed, wrapping my body around him and falling asleep.
I can’t believe it is Christmas eye.
I smile and step into the shower, watching him turn to look at me.
“Baby girl, behave.” His words have me smirking.
“Make me, Daddy.” I have behaved, kept myself covered and avoided teasing him as he needed to catch up on sleep and regain energy after everything. Now though, I want him. His hands grasp my hips and he turns me so my back is against him.
He places small kisses along my neck. “Shall I make you scream baby girl, so you listen?” God, I hope he does. I nod and moan. His hand grips my neck and my body shivers. “Dirty girl, so desperate, so fucking wet.” I cry out at his words and he chuckles.
“Stop laughing at me!” I stamp my foot, and he holds me against him.
“Baby girl, I’m considering getting you pregnant as soon as possible once you have her just for this. I haven’t even touched you and you’re shaking and wet.” His fingers push inside of me and I orgasm instantly, holding onto his hand. “Perfect baby girl, fucking perfect.” I cry out as
his fingers move faster.
The sound of his phone ringing makes him stop briefly before continuing, but he can’t.
“Stop Daddy, answer it.” It might be about my dad. “I can wait.” Kissing him I step out of the shower and get dry, throwing on a nighty I watch as he gets out of the shower the water still dripping from his body.
“Tease Daddy!” He grins and nods, picking up his phone.
I watch him groan. “Baby girl I need to go to the club, I’m sorry.” He looks at me and I smile.
“It’s fine Daddy, go fix the issue. I would rather not have you here Christmas day if it meant you were sorting issues with the club. That comes first for my dad.” He sacrificed a lot of us, and there’s no way I am letting his clubs fall.
I watch him get dried and dressed before kissing me.
“I will be here for Christmas day baby girl, all fucking day! I promise I will be back in a few hours.” He walks out and I know he will be gone. longer.
Everyone is helping but it’s Christmas so most are with families. This week of no one interrupting us didn’t go to plan. He’s constantly been in and out. He needs a break though, so I might ask Diesel and Sam to figure shit out so he can have a few days off.
Walking to bed I climb into it, it’s only seven but Christmas is tomorrow so I don’t want to be tired all day.