His Secrets
The sound of the doorbell has me walking to it, looking at the screen I
see a woman.
Opening the door I look at her.
“Jasper?” She looks around me. “Can you tell Jasper I want him. please?”
“He’s not here.” Does she always just assume people are in? I smile slightly and she rolls her eyes.”
“He is, otherwise you wouldn’t be here.” She pushes past me and walks in shouting in.
“Look, Jasper is at the club. Search the house, you won’t find him. You should go though and come back later when he is home.” I don’t even know who the woman is.
“Who are you?” She turns her attention to me now. I go to speak and she laughs. “This is his secret? He has a daughter?” She stands. laughing and I roll my eyes.
“Look, he’s not home, so maybe come back later?” I guess I will need to get used to people thinking I’m his daughter.
“No, because he stopped seeing me. Was vague about why, then started to again, then suddenly stopped and avoided my calls for about three months. So I’m not leaving until I get answers.” She sits and I pick up my phone.
“Tell him to hurry, maybe you should go back to your mums, we have
things to discuss.”
God, I hate this woman.
“I live here, thanks. I’m not messaging him, he’s busy.” I was going to, but he’s busy and she isn’t causing trouble. I sit and look at her. “Look, the door is there. Leave and message him, I will tell him you called by.” I haven’t shut the door, I don’t know why. I just feel safer with it open until she is gone.
She looks at me then stops, her eyes taking in his shirt, and I pull the gown closed more.
Sitting she laughs. “He really fucked up and got you pregnant? I thought he learnt last time with Danielle and his brother, clearly not.” Sitting she laughs more. “So, what? He’s keeping you happy by avoiding his other submissives?”
“Look, I don’t know who you are or what you want. You want to talk to Jasper fine, sit and wait but don’t assume you know about me and him. because you don’t.”
“I know he found a new, younger and sluttier one.” I won’t bite. I won’t bite. “At least this time he knows it won’t be his brother’s baby, if less, his brother is back and they are sharing again?” She looks at me and I stare at her confused. “You do know about his brother right?”
“Yes, I know Jasper was engaged and the woman pregnant and turned out she was sleeping with his brother. Can you stop talking please, you‘ re giving me a headache.” Maybe I should just message Jasper, and then she goes quicker and shuts up?
She laughs and seems to get more comfy. “I’m definitely staying now, clearly you don’t know the whole story.” She laughs and I choose to
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ignore her. “Honey, the fact you don’t know the truth means he isn’t giving himself that side of him he craves.”
“What the hell are you going on about?” I shout and stand up, having enough of her voice.
“I mean Jasper likes to share his women. Danielle and Jasper were together yes. What Jasper clearly failed to tell you was he and his brother were fucking Danielle together! The only reason Jasper proposed was he was scared she was going to leave. It didn’t stop him and his brother from using her together though. So him acting hurt and shocked that she got pregnant by his brother is sad really.”
No, my dad would have told me. Someone would have told me.
“You look shocked. Ask him about Boudloux, it’s a club, where he took nearly all of his submissives to share with other men, he likes to watch his submissives be used by other men.” I feel tears in my eyes.
“Baby girl?” Turning I look at him, his eyes going to hers.
“Is it true?” I look at him and he stands looking at me confused.
“Oh come on Jasper, she should know the truth.”
“Get the fuck out, Hayley!” He shouts at her, but he doesn’t deny it. Turning I rush through to the bedroom. Shaking I grab out my clothes, I can’t stay with him if that is what he enjoys, if she wasn’t lying about Danielle.
“Baby girl, stop and listen please.” He walks ahead of me, his hands. grasping mine.
“Is it true?” That is all I need to know.
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“I don’t know, because I don’t know what she said, please don’t run.” He looks at me waiting.
“She said you and Danielle were together and that you shared her with your brother. The only reason you got engaged to her was through fear you would lose her but you still both fucked her.” I shout and I can see it’s true.
“Yes and no, all I am asking baby girl is for you to hear me out then if you want to go I won’t stop you.” He stays blocking the door. Moving I sit on the bed.
“I won’t lie, baby girl. My brother is older than me, he is how I found out about the lifestyle. Danielle was my submissive, and one thing she wanted was another man to join. Yes, I invited my brother into it.”
I don’t know what to think now.
“For about six months we were dating, she was my submissive and he joined often. I then spoke to her and she agreed that he wouldn’t be involved anymore.” I stay looking down, his hand grasping my face and making me look up. “Four months later she said she was pregnant. I proposed two months after that. At that moment my brother wasn’t part of it, or so I thought. Turned out she agreed with me, but then slept with him behind my back anyway.”
I don’t know what to believe. “And Boudloux?” he stares at me shocked, so she isn’t lying.
“That is a BDSM club, they rent out rooms with equipment, what about it?” He stands waiting.
“You use it.” I watch as he nods.
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“I have a few times for things that can’t be done here, why? Baby girl, just tell me what you’re worried about.”
“Why didn’t you tell me the whole story about your brother? The way Diesel said it was like you and Danielle were together and she had an affair, nothing about you two passing her around.” His eyes widen. “Which you do with your other submissives at Boudloux, hand them to other men and watch.”
How much has he kept hidden?
“Wow!” He stands up and steps back. “You really think I am like fucking Joel?” He shouts, but I don’t know what to think.
“I didn’t say that.”
“No, but the way you said that and looked at me fucking said it! Is there any point in me even trying to fucking explain if in your mind you’re thinking I am like him?” He turns and storms out. What am I meant to think?
Walking out I go down and find him putting his jacket on.
“I never thought you were like Joel in that way, I knew you wouldn’t sell me.”
“In that way, baby girl? So what way do you think I am like him?” He stands waiting.
“I didn’t mean that! Are you really going to run off rather than talking to me? When it was you who lied and hid things!” He raises his eyebrow. “She made out like you always use your submissives in that. way, giving them to other men and watching.”
“Which is bullshit! She wanted to cause shit and she has. You could
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have asked me baby girl rather than assuming. Have I done it? Yes, I fucking have! Do I enjoy it, no! I did it for those submissives who requested it, knowing that there was someone there watching out for them. You read the fucking contract, did it state anywhere in it I would do that!” His words are loud and I shake my head.
“I’m sorry.” I think I just panicked.
“Baby girl, when have I ever fucking said anything like that, or hinted that I was going to do it?” He looks at me waiting and I wipe my eyes. He moves and wraps his arms around me. “I’m sorry for shouting and running, tell me everything that was said, and then I can figure out what is going on in your head.” He keeps my body against him as I tell him everything. Finishing he looks down at me.
“Three. That is how many submissives I have done it with. It’s cuckolding, but for me, I get no pleasure from it. I agree if the submissive craves and wants it. I don’t put in the contracts baby girl, it‘ s something they request. It’s the same with having another dominant. join, that only happened if they requested. I promise, it isn’t something. I want, enjoy or expect from you.” His lips press against mine. “Sit, I brought food back, although it will be cold now.” He pushes me. towards the chair and walks to the kitchen.