Chapter 197 
Ella stared at Jaden in front of her, who was so close. However, when she tried to touch him, she only grasped at thin air. Then she thought self- deprecatingly. ‘Did I have an out–of–body experience?” 
Ella only glanced at Jaden before leaving without looking back. She was going to find her son, 
Ella staggered away, looking for the department for a pediatric emergency 
She had finally found it and saw the tiny child. He was 
was not pretty. 
His body was dark, especially his small face, which already turned purple. 
Feral hypoxia was fatal. It was extremely challenging to save such a young baby 
Skilled pediatricians surrounded Ella’s baby. The baby’s breathing was weak and he couldn’t even cry out. 

Ella was worried as she watched from the side. “My Baby… Choking with sobs, she couldn’t make a sound. 
Ella thought, ‘What have I done? I didn’t come to see Grandpa for the last time. I am n an unfilial granddaughter. And now I’ve made my son suffer 
Ella asked herself over and over again, ‘Do you regret it! Regret not killing yourself and leaving with Mom and Dad! Regret knowing Jadent Regret forgiving him again even though he broke your heart! Regret not having an abortion because of hesitation? I brought trouble not just to myself but to my family tool” 
Ella saw the attending doctor shake his head and sigh. Sorrow struck Ella. Her son could not be saved. She was left alone in the huge Willow family. Then what was the point of her living! 
Ella looked at her almost transparent body and understood it was time to leave. The e surroundings grew blurry as she saw a glowing passageway before her. In a daze, Ella walked forward. 
“The baby can still be saved. Ella, our son is not dead yet. Open your eyes, He needs you 
u now!” 
Suddenly, Ella heard a familiar voice. She stopped blankly and looked around for her son, but she could not ser no one, The halo was right in front of her. As long Ella crossed it, she would completely cut off her connection with this world. Should she continue forward or turn bark? She was caught in a dilemma. 
At this moment, a loud ery suddenly pulled Ella back from her thoughts. It was her son’s cry! 
Ella’s heart was trembling. “My son, my boy…” Ella muttered to herself and kept running back 
However, a powerful suction force behind her was pulling her tightly, trying to draw her toward the endless darkness. “No way! Ella thought, “If I die, what about my son! I can’t let Jaden raise my son. He won’t be a qualified fatherf At this moment, Ella’s son was all her motivation. She broke free from all restraints and nothing could stop her. 
Jaden clenched his fists nervously. “Make the baby cry again!” 
When the nurse heard this, she woke the sleeping child up. The child cried loudly. His voice grew b 
louder and louder 
This was not Jaden’s child. Just now, the doctor came to inform Jaden that they failed to rescue the baby and that the baby was dead. At that moment, Jaden was on the verge of collapse. 
Before he could grieve, he suddenly thought of something and immediately asked the nurse to bring over a newborn. This was the only way to wake up Ella. He only wanted her to live. 
The child cried for a long time. The nurse could not bear it. “Mr. Watson, the child is hungry. I need to feed him.” 
Then bring over another newborn!” Jadden looked gloomy, 
The nurse brought over another newborn. Jaden carefully observed Ella’s reaction. 
Suddenly, he saw her eyelashes flutter. “Ellať” Jaden was agitated and held her hand tightly. 
Jaden commanded, “I need a baby who cries louder! Then the nurse brought another child, Ella struggled to regain her thoughts. “Baby. My baby. She tried her best to move her lips. 
Jaden stuck his ear to Ella’s oxygen mask and listened carefully. 
“My baby is crying…Coax Coax h 
him… 
“Okay.” Jaden replied. 
Jaden’s eyes were teary as he grappled with the turmoil in his heart. He asked the nurse to take the baby away. The ward became very quiet. 

Ella only woke up for a few seconds before fainting once again. 
When she woke up again, it was already evening. Ella felt her body hurt. She felt as if someone had slashed her in the waist. She could not move at all. If she moved even a little, she would gasp in pain. 
She was in so much pain that she almost fainted, but when she thought of her baby, she forced herself to be sober. 
“My baby…Where’s my baby!” 
Ella did not even look at Jaden. Instead, she looked for her child in the ward. However, there was no crib around. 
Ella looked suspiciously at Jaden. Jaden… Tell me, where’s my baby?” 
his lips and remained silent. 
Jaden pursed his 
“Say something.” Ella could not stand it anymore. “Where’s my baby? What exactly happened… Are you going to hide it from me again?TM“ 
Ella had already missed to see her grandfather. She had not even seen him for the last time. Did Jaden want to lie to her again? Whether her baby was alive or dead, Ella had to see him in person. 
“Jaden, don’t make me hate you forever!‘ she enunciated each word 
When Jaden heard this, it almost tore him apart. “The baby…is gone.” 
Dumbfounded, Ella couldn’t even believe her ears. She had heard the child cry. However, she did see 
that th 
the doctor failed to save her son 
So what 
was going ont Did Jaden lie to her again? Her heart was heavy with sorrow, and her eyes brimmed with tears of despair. 
“I want to see my son….Even if he’s already a corpse, I still want to see him! Also, can you get out of here! I don’t want to see you. You….Cough cough…” 
Ella trembled slightly because of fury, accompanied by a feeling of dizziness and nausen. She even started to cough. The pain from the wound was heart–wrenching. But how could it compare to the pain in her heart? 
“Ella, be careful” Jaden wanted to help Ella up 
“Don’t touch me! Didn’t you want me to live? You did it. I’ll live! But the prerequisite is that you stay away from me! With you around, I won’t be fine. Get lost! Screw you!” 
Ella was so agitated that she wished she could get up and drive him out. However, the moment she moved, the wound hurt so much that she gasped, 
Jaden wapted to help Ella up, but she pushed him away forcefully. With her movement, the wound bled again. 
“Doctor, help…” 
“If you don’t leave, I won’t let anyone treat me. Ella endured the pain, her eyes determined. 
Jaden stood there. He looked at Ella deeply and finally closed his eyes sadly. Without a word, he slowly retreated and finally left 
The moment Ella saw Jaden disappear, tears finally fell from the corners of her eyes She ignored her wound and waited to see her baby. 
Finally, the saw a small body that was exactly the same as the one she had seen when she was unconscious. Therefore, it was not an illusion. Her soul had really left her body and she had been on the verge of death. 
“I want to hug him. Can L…hug him?” 
Ella spoke softly, as if the child were merely sleeping soundly and her raised voice might wake him up. The nurse looked at Ella with pity and placed the baby in her arms. 
this moment, 
lla forgot about the pain of her wound. She hugged the child tightly and pressed her face against his. 
“No one told me…that newborns are so ugly but even so, I still love you so much. I’m sorry. I don’t deserve to be a mother. I’m sorry don’t hate me” Ella hugged the child and kissed him again and again. Hot tears silently dripped onto the child’s face. 
sorry..I’m 
It was then that she heard a soft throaty sound. It was…from the child. 
Ella thought she was hallucinating. She listened carefully and looked at the nurse in surprise. “He he’s still alive. He’s breathing!” 
Im sorry. I’m sorry 
Ella muttered to herself, sobbing. 
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