Chapter 0351
“Yeah i guess even the moon goddess has stated that. Lewis is my mate just as much as I am his. The same can’t be said about the king. “I shuddered, letting thoughts of king josh cloud my amazing memories with Lewis slightly. Although I was an idiot to have let that happen.
“What do you mean? Lewis out right chose you as his mate, but,
although I actually now think that you are much more suited to him, you were originally given to Josh by the goddess herself. You may have her approval, but you weren’t originally meant to be together.” I shook my head and sighed, thinking about the man who took up so much room in my heart. I guess it was time i actually plucked up the courage to tell him just how much he meant to me.
“The moon goddess gifted the king with me, because she said out of everyone, I was the only person who would be able to take him down. She said that although I was his true mate… He did not hold the same.
title in my heart. My mate was always Lewis, despite me not being at wolf. I think that’s why we always got on. He was always the easiest one to talk to out of you all.” Thinking back, that was true. He was the one who tried to help me all the time, he always tried to soften the kings plans to make my life easier. He was the reason I was still alive.
now.
“I didn’t know that humans could have mates too.” I don’t think
anyone did.
“The goddess luna told me that even humans are born with a soul mate, they just don’t have the means to find them, it’s not impossible, just rare, my parents, believe it or not were in fact human soul mate. Thinking about it always makes me feel even worse about how I treated my mom after my dad died. She broke down completely and I
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always blamed her for it, when in reality, she had lost the love of her life, and had been forced to raise children in the frightening new world. that had just been established. I’m honestly not sure how I would have coped if i had been in her shoes.” I don’t know why i was rambling about stuff that Oliver clearly didnt care about, but I genuinely had no one else to talk to thing about.
It dawned on me quickly that I actually had no friends at all. All of my old friends were so wrapped up in their lives that they didn’t even care about what i had been through or done to help them. I liked Lewis, but I still would never abandon my friends for his way of life.
“If you storngly believe that you and Lewis were always intended for each other, then why are you still denying his mark? Even Vee has been thinking about accepting mine.” I frowned, and felt my throat going tight. He was right who was I to fight for equality when I couldn’t even bring myself to be marked.
“Lewis said he doesn’t want that…” Well, he said he would never ask
that of me.
“He lied!”