Chapter 32
The feeling of regret hit Meda so hard when she saw Cielle’s condition, especially when she remembered that her son’s situation was not different.
Kenan might not be on wheelchair, but sure enough, he was cr***d. His desire to live and his sweet and kind personality had gone. He had become someone else that Meda couldn’t recognize.
Kenan now shrouded by dark aura and misery, there was not a single moment where Meda didn’t feel like she was bleeding with remorse.
“I am sorry, Cielle. Please, forgive me…” Meda said, she held her hand, while kneeling down in front of her.
Usually, Cielle would ask Meda to stand up and cry with her, she would forgive her if she was being slightly nice with her,
but not now.
Cielle didn’t feel the need to forgive her. Her life was ruined because of this woman, she hurt her to the point that it was not thinkable.
“I will never forgive you, Meda. I will never forgive you.”
Meda was shocked, because this was not the respond that she expected. This was not the response that she wanted to hear from Cielle, because this girl usually was being very sweet, but right now, she was downright vindictive.
Meda lifted her head and she saw the coldness in Cielle’s eyes, she tried to ask for her forgiveness one more time, but Cielle’s answer was still the same.
She would never forgive her for what she had done to her. Not now, not ever.
“How can you be so cruel?”
“It’s so fancy coming from you, Meda.” Cielle narrowed her eyes. It felt liberating for not taking another **t talk from people that she didn’t like. “Why should I forgive you? Is it because you ask my forgiveness? What made you think that you deserve my forgiveness, Meda?”
Meda was dumbstruck, she didn’t think she would have this kind of conversation with Cielle, but here she was, talking to her, w le she looked down on her.
“Why are you being like this, Cielle. You are not the same person that I knew…” Meda was too shocked, she stopped crying and looked at Cielle in disbelief.
“That person had long dead, Meda. I am not that person anymore.” Cielle tilted her head and she reminded her. “Have you forgotten what you have done to me? You are the one, who had killed me, Meda.”
Meda gulped down and she tried to talk it out with her.
“I am sorry… the poison didn’t mean to kill your wolf spirit… it meant to hurt you only…”
“I don’t talk only about poison, Meda, but all the time that I spent in the pack. Did I do something that could make you hate me so much?” Cielle asked, she looked at Meda’s messy make up. She felt nothing to see her sadness. “Have you ever really treated me well? Being kind with me? Genuinely liking me? Even though I am your son destined mate?”
“I am sorry, please,
e one more chance.”
Did you ever give me a chance to be close to you?”
Meda didn’t know what to say when she said that, she couldn’t find the right word to retort that. “I am sorry.” And that was all she could say.
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“What your ‘sorry’ could bring to me, Meda?” Cielle felt tired now, she knew that she couldn’t talk with her for long and it was already a great honor for Meda to have this conversation with her, but then she had not yet known what the reason she was here now. “Your regret meant nothing to me.”
Meda cried so hard when she heard that and Cielle used this time to think.
“Why are you here?” Cielle finally asked when Meda slightly calmed down.
Meda lifted her head, she looked slightly awkward when she had to answer that question, as if whatever request that she wanted from Cielle, it felt very embarrassing and of course, she should feel that way.
“Cielle, I know that you hated me so much, but you know that Kenan loved you so much, right?”
“No. I don’t.” Cielle shook her head. “He had never put me first, I don’t know what kind of love that you are talking about
here.”
Meda was choked in her tears again.
“Please, can you put aside you hatred toward me and think about this for a while? Kenan is not doing good…” Meda than started her rambling about how Kenan was shrouded with misery and how he coped up with the fact that he lost his destined mate.
Meda told Cielle everything about what happened to Kenan and also what she thought about it, she felt bad and she felt so remorseful for what happened in the past.
“And whose fault is that?” Cielle asked in the end of her rambling. She had heard enough and somehow, she felt good that Kenan didn’t do well.
Called her vindictive, but she really wanted to him to be as miserable as possible. It was not fair if she had to live her life happily after what he had done to her.
“Cielle, please…. Kenan could die if he continued to do that… could you give him a visit? Or a call?”
Cielle next words carried the weight of anger.
“I am going to die, Meda, why should I care about someone else’s misery when it was the consequences of their action? My life is al ady very short, I don’t want to care about something insignificant.”
After that, Cielle called Keyla to come and get her.
“I am tired, Keyla. I want to go to bed.”
Keyla immediately went to grab the wheelchair, but Meda didn’t want to give up yet, she grabbed the wheel and stopped Cielle from leaving.
“No. I have so much to say to you. Please, don’t leave. Tell me what it took for you to forgive me? I will do everything. Everything…”
But then,***’s voice boomed inside the room.
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