Chapter 70
Who the hell does Deckard think he is? Every move he makes, every word he says, is slesigned to gri mader my skin. He’s doing everything in his power to push me, to see if I’ll snaps. Does he think it’s was easy for me to get here! Does he have any idea what it took for Mary and noe to pull off the brilliant maneuver that landed me this seat
Lowe Mary a great deal for helping me achieve this dream I’ve been chasing for so long. If only I had met her earlier–life could have been s much sweeter. Still, I’m grateful she’s here now. She’s an incredible wanan, the kind who knows how to get things done, unlike Amica
Amica had no one, no connections, and a pathetic background that held no weight. She’s nothing compared to Mary. I can’t help but wonder why Mary hasn’t used her brilliance and inthence to claim the position of Lima for herself. She could do it, I know she coul
Deckard is as stubborn as they come, and I know it’ll take a hell of a lot for Mary to sway in. But with me! She alon’t need to do much to prove she’s worthy, Just being who she is–that’s enough. It’s enough to make me want her.
But Deckard? That man wouldn’t know a good woman if she stood right in front of him, streaming his name. Mary did what I’ve been chasing fo years—she made it happen its a matter of weeks. Weeks! I couldn’t have done it. All Amica ever gave me was empty words of encouragement, and look where that got her–nowhere.
And now Deckan!! He’s pissing me off! Everyone in my pack and beyond knows I’m in the Apex circle. Hell I threw a massive celebration when I got back, raising glasses to my success. And now! Now I have to tell them I’m not a full member? That Fuyon fucking probation! How am I supposed to explain this without looking like a fool no i wont because that would be stupid.
This is all Deckard’s doing. He’s punishing me because I fought my way here. He’s trying to make me regret it, but he has no idea who he’s dealing
with
He’ll regret this. I’ll make sure of it.
Where the hell am I supposed to get liquiel $3 million!
And a wife! Well, that’s not a problem. Finding a Luna is the least of my worries–there are thousands of women out there who’d jump at the chance now that they think I’m in the Apex circle.
But $3 million! That’s a different beast entirely. I barely managed to clear my debts, and there are still a few people I owe. How the hell am I supposed to come up with that kind of money!
I could have spoken up right then, could have protested, but what would’ve been the point? I’d only look desperate. I would never win against Deckard. He knows exactly what he’s doing–humiliating me in front of everyone.
This is worse than not being in the circle at all. I’m stuck in limbo. I can’t attend their meetings. I’m excluded from discussions, and I won’t even get invited to any of their ceremonies. What’s the point of even being here if I’m treated like an outsider!
I hate Deckard. I hate him with everything in me. The ag way he carries himself, the way he looks at me like I don’t belong. He knows how hard I’ve fought to get here, and now he’s dangling the prize just out of reach, making the requirements impossible to meri.
And then the final blow–combat. I have to fight one of the members and win. Seriously! Like I haven’t proven myself enough already!
This is a game, and Deckard’s playing it to make sure
But I’m not backing down. I’ve come too far. If it takes blood, sweat, and every ounce of cunning I’ve got, I’ll meet their damn requirements,
It’s bughable–what are we, rogues? How is nobody questioning the absurdity of these requirements! Not a single voice raised in protest. It’s ridiculous.
But I can’t give up now. No, I’ve come too far for that. At least my name is known in the Apex circle, and that’s a start. I might be on the fringes now, but I won’t stay in the dark for long. I’ll find a way around this, no matter what it takes.
a mame, connect
connections, or
First, I need to find a wife. Not just anyone, though it has to be someone who brings more to the table. She needs to have a the audacity to make things happen. Someone like Mary.
I’ve seen what Mary can do with so little, and I know that together, we could accomplish incredible things. She’s smart, resourceful, and relentless If we joined forces, we’d be unstoppable.
I don’t understand why Deckard didn’t choose her as his Luna instead of Amica. Mary is everything Amica isn’t–strong, capable. Deckard’s stubbornness blinds him, he doesn’t recognize greatness even when it stands right in front of him.
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Chapter 70
Well, his loss is my gain. If Mary and I join forces, there’s no limit to what we can achieve.
Mary is supposed to visit today, and honestly, I can’t wait. At least let me get the Luna part squared away so we can move on to bigger things.
When evening comes,
Mary arrives at my place, looking grumpler than usual.
“Hey, why do you look so sad!” I say, trying to lighten her mood. “Come on, don’t give me that look. For someone who’s done such incredible things for me, you don’t deserve to look ad–ever. Tell me what’s troubling you, and I’ll make it go away.”
She huffs, crossing her arms. “Well, it’s your ex–wife. Can you make her go away? Tell me, what the hell is her problem? And how the hell does she do it with that weird sickness of hers? The one that shows up every time sha has a misunderstanding with Deckard!”
“Sickness! What sickness are you talking about?” I reply, genuinely confused, “Amica was never sick. She’s always been a strong woman.”
Mary looks at me like I’ve just said something absurd.
“Well, she’s not strong Mary snaps, “Tell me, does she have a weak wolf!”
I nod slowly, still trying to piece together her anger and where this is coming from
“She’s always sick now, and I hate her for id It’s like she’s manipulating the entire pack. She knows how to turn Deckard, the strong and formidable man he is, into a pathetic, helpless child who can’t function when she’s down. And it pives me off?” she yells, her voice trembling as she catches her breach.
falling for her, isn’t he?
“Oh wow, so you’re saying Amica has already gotten to the Alpha! He’s falling
Mary whirl on me, her eyes blazing. “Why the hell would you ask me that?! Of not, he isn’t! He just feels pity for her, and that pity could influence his judgment. That’s what worries me
“Oh wow” I say, shaking my head in disbelief. “She’s obviously pretending Amica was never sick before–this is a game, a front she’s putting on for the Alpha. And she’s playing it so well. Unbelievable.”
Mary looks at me with frustration
“Don’t worry, Mary,” I say, placing a hand on her shoulder. “We’ll work something out together. You can’t let her games bring you down, alright?”
She exhales sharply, nodding
The one who should be furinus here is mel” 1 say
“And why is that?” Mary replies, her voice sharp but confused. “You got what you wanted with the Apex circle, didn’t you?”
“Sadly, I didn’t.” I admit bitterly. “Deckard suddenly brought up some ridiculous criteria–things I don’t have?”
“Oh baby,” she says, her tone shifting to mockery. “Don’t tell me you’re going to start whining like a little bitch because of some stupid conditions! I gave you everything you wanted on a gold platter, and now you’re saying you can’t take it because of some conditions? You’re so ridiculous
“Hey, Mary, calm down,” I say defensively.
“I never said I’d just give up. It’s just frustrating that after all the effort you put in, Deckard trampled on it. But it’s fine–I’m not giving up yet. I’ll meet all the standards he laid out. I just, admire you so much, Mary. You’re so fierce.”
is beside her, my voice softening as I reach to brush the hair away from her face gently
“You’re beautiful, and you have so much to offer… it’s just tragic that Deckard is too blind to see it. But I do. I see all of you, and 1 don’t take it for granted. That’s why I’m using this moment to ask you to be my mate, my wife, my partner. I’ll give you everything Deckard was never able to give you…”